Thank you to everyone for the FAB shoe comments. I am so excited to wear them with The Purple Dress!
I had people ask me why I deactivated my Facebook Account. This is just temporary. I was hurt when I wrote that post and I didn't know if I would activate the account again. I will, but first I have lots of projects and homework for school that I need to get done before a certain someone walks off that plane!!
I guess I just need to take a break from some things in my life so I can focus on other things. I was informed that I am basically a witch (ok, I am being nice here) and that David's deployment is rather small in the grand scheme of things. Well in the grand scheme of things in my life, it isn't such a small thing. Unless you are in my house, then you have no clue how hard of a time the kids, especially Tyler, have had during this deployment. But that is ok, I understand that you may have bigger things happening in your house. But this is my house and if I need to vent on my facebook status to let off some steam on the computer and not my kids, then I think I have that right. It is my facebook page after all. If I need a minute to have a good cry, then I should have that right. There is nothing like a good cry to get you back on the saddle!
There are many more things that I would like to say, but this just isn't the place to do it! That makes me sad, my blog has really become a journal for me. I know that I am a positive person. Who doesn't have their days. My dearest friends all tease me about how cheery of a person I am. But if you want the truth, when David is gone, my heart aches and I am not me until he is home again. My mom used to joke, ok maybe not so much joke as complain, about how moody I was/am when David is gone, but you mention his name and there is a sparkle in my eye. The sparkle will return, soon, very soon. When the sparkle is back, my cheery self will be back. I am sorry if I have been a royal pain in the butt the past 4 months, but truth is, I have had a lot on my plate. Maybe I am not handling it the way you think you could, but until you are in my shoes..... Do Not Throw Stones!!
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